Goodbye my friend
Dear friend,Was browsing through your blog for older posts then i came upon October 05. I realised the insecurities, the confusion u went through is what i'm going through now. The nostalgia from rag still lingers and that's what binds us to what we're doing. I am you a year ago but i don't want to be you a year later. Yet, i'm so afraid that we're too similar to be different.
How different u were a year ago. I wonder how well we'll click if i had known u a year ago, when u were carefree and happy, like i am now. Will i end up to be like u - bitter, full of angst towards this place u once loved?
I wish i could take u back to your freshmen year, where i've heard legendary stories about you. What happened? Why must u be the way u are today?
This song has reminds me of you ever since i stepped into your shoes. You'll never know this, but its exactly how i feel.
"Goodbye My Lover" -James Blunt-
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
Thank you for the friendship, thank you for all you've given me. I bid you farewell and may u be free to the world u so long for. Do not feel compelled to come back.
Run,
far away from this place,
come back only when u miss us.
We'll always be waiting.
Love always, Tina.
posted by Tina @ 9:58 PM
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