Let us Pray
I was studying with a friend just now. I freaked out when i couldn't do the questions when i'd already done them a few days ago. My mind is just blank. I don't know why. All my physics formulaes are down the drain. So depressed.... that i guess he sensed my desperation. Suddenly he said this.
H: "Let's pray"
I: "Pray? Er.. Ok. For what?"
H: "Our exams."
I: "Err.. okay."
H: " Okay, you start."
I : ***stared blankly***
H: "Okay, nevermind."
I felt very disappointed at myself. I can't even pray with someone. Sigh... i'm so used to praying alone and i guess... i wasn't ready for that. Somehow, i felt that he was disappointed with me too. Its bothering me, the fact that i can't pray with a friend, what more a group. This shouldn't be the way. I need to learn how to open up. Only if i'm willing to open up.... am i?
posted by Tina @ 12:59 AM
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