The inner me... uncensored...

Just came back from our hall's bash at Gotham Penthouse at this place in Sg called Clarke Quay. This is the first time i didn't enjoy myself in a club. Unlike the other time in Zouk Sg. Singaporeans here have this weird affinity towards 60s and 70s music - those ABBA "dancing queen" and Saturday Night Fever songs. Not only that, they have a group of Mambo dancers at the centre dancing to the song and everyone immitates the dance. Its weird shit man... Thank God towards the end they played some decent RnB and Hip Hop songs. But eventhough the music and dance sucked, i had fun surprisingly! The people in my OG (Orientation Group) are damm sporting and darn nice. We just danced the whole night through! Tonight's event was blown out of proportion (IMHO) and it is disappointing really. Music sucked, drinks were diluted to the core and the dancefloor's friggin small and argh..........its just shit..

Perhaps it is the company which makes a diff. Tonight we had to go as a block and to be frank, i don't really like my block. I look at other blocks where my friends are and i'm jealous at how nice their seniors are. They don't care if u're pretty or not, all they care about is that u're in their block and that u're family. Its fuckin' depressing when u're surrounded by airhead bimbos and horny bastards who can't fuckin' be control themselves. Its all lip service... that's all there is to it. I actually liked my former block head, the first person i met in KR. At least he was genuinely nice, unlike these pretentious people who pretend u're not there. FUCK IT man..... i'm not gonna let them bring my self confidence down! But then, why am i affected by it? This makes me miss the times i had in KL with people who cares about me. Yes, i miss you and you know who u guys are.

Fuck it..... i hear another airhead bimbo going on about how "much" she drank and that she thinks she's drunk. The guys here suck man. They dont' smoke, they can't drink and they want to take care of the girls. Yeah rite........ the seniors are KO-ed now. Fuck it..... i don't need no one to take care of me....... except for you.