What's the point?
Its so hard to be sad and be lonely at the same time.Its worse to be sad and that your "friends" can't even tell. Even when they say u're transparent.
What's the point in staying with so many people when they don't even bother to care for you.
Why can't i have ppl who are like my friends back home - who will drive over to talk to you, to make sure that u're fine. And i'm living with 500 people who can easily walk over to your room and talk to you if they're being stingy about the phone bill.
Why is it that i keep on giving - time, emotion, love, care, everything- but don't receive anything in return?
Is friendship a mere 1 way relationship? Or am i disillusioned to think that i have friends in hall?
Who are these people? I thought i could understand them and they could understand me. Apparently, its neither.
I've always had my emotional support, since secondary school to college. There's always been ppl whom i can call to talk about anything but now, when i'm sad, i have no where to turn.
You're right. I appear to be all strong, but i'm actually very weak and i can't stand on my own two feet. I need someone to lean on, someone to trust and to talk, comfort and reassure.
I need my friends. Who are they?
posted by Tina @ 2:52 AM
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