In a place where there is so many people around u, its hard to believe that i can be so lonely at the same time. I'd rather have my nucleus of friends back home, people whom i can call and talk or just go out at any time of the day. In sg, your friends are only here when they're in hall. They won't be there for you when u need someone to talk to on a lonely weekend where everyone goes back home to their mummys and daddys. No, they won't want to go out cause they have a family to go home to. No, they won't reply smses cause its just too expensive. Everyone has a life outside hall, i don't. Even the m'sians have their JC friends to meet up with on the weekend. So yeah, it gets really difficult when u need to share your feelings like me. There's so much new experiences everyday that sometimes i fail to comprehend and i need a different perspective. I still haven't found that someone i can talk/argue/agree/listen to. Maybe i'm looking too hard, maybe i appear to be too needy. Maybe that's why everyone's afraid?
posted by Tina @ 4:08 AM
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